i'm a pessimistic optimist. superstitious? yeah i am. insomnia loves to interrupt me at night. i'm so terrified that i'm fearless. i'm happily depressed. outcasts, nobodies, not part of the in crowd...that's my status level. nature & music will always love to soothe my soul. laughing at my own jokes while no one else laughs. i'm proud. i like pie, or atleast that's what i say. "everything is not what it seems" is a good way to define myself. day dreaming is a frequent hobby. taking myself out of reality is what keeps me alive.